Yeah. In a few weeks I probably won't be the same as I usually am.. All hyper and stuff. I don't really want to talk a lot about it at the moment. But it was something that was supposed to happen a long time ago, the time when I left. And this time it's actually going to happen.

I don't recall you being hyper. What are you talking about and are you ok?

Yeah I'm okay for now but I know its about the happens since I got the news broken to me today. So I'm sorta sad but not as worse as I'm going to feel later x.x

Well I don't completely understand what you're going through but I'm hopeful everything will be alright. Keep your head up. And try not to disappear from the forums this time.

I would explain all of it now but yeah. But I have to ask a question that has to deal with what I'm in. Would you rather have the person you love so much die, because we can't be together.. Or be sent off somewhere that she will be treated like shit and literally be beaten to death.

No she didn't do anything serious its just something really hard to explain short.

dont know whats goin on here and it probably not my buissness but i hope it works out....ill keep you in mind when i talk to the man.