Nam,

I received your message through PSN...not sure if the rest of the clan did. I had, and have alot to type myself, and PSN unfortunately won't allow the space, lol. First...if you made a post about complaining of 12 pilots to the clan, I was unaware of it, and or may have just over looked it. That is new news to me. So I never saw that. I would have taken it with a grain of salt, as I have with many other things that people say. That's just me...it takes alot to work on my nerves, and over the years have worked at controlling my anger, oposed to just acting.

As for "The Truth" post. That wasn't directed towards you, and I didn't type that with you in mind. As for the indvidual(s) that it was in intended for, the names aren't important. The purpose of that was to get a point across...along with letting people know where I stand as being the head of this thing we have here. Just like many...I have spent alot of time, effort and money behind this. So I don't want this abruplty ended like *FSN. My vision of this thing we have here, is on a whole nother level than what some of you, or maybe even the average person may believe. Like many of you...online gaming is new to me, its addicting...and apart of my life now...and also like many.... I don't fit , nor look like your "typical gamer" that many people see. This is why I say "The New Era of gamers."

I understand about you wanting to be in clan battles and wanting to be apart of that. We all do. Gamebattles.com really rubbed me wrong with how it was setup, along with how teams exploited the system with the free agency "theme". To me...that's not what this is about...we're no hired hands. You play with a group of individuals you enjoy playing with, win, loose, or draw. This is THE Mvmt for Life. When it comes to battles, and seeing that the air controls the way those battles end up...I know from getting my bruises and lumps, that flight domination is key - and that's with us not being as many say a "flight clan." Which is cool...I think just about all of us have held our own, and elevated our flying skills enough to compete at a high level. So I chilled on the gamebattles.com battles for a while, out of frustration. As we grew bigger, expanded as a fam, and went in a different direction....I turned it over to pr to run, and have recently asked muff to be more involved to help him out in that. So I can see you wanting to do battles all the time, b/c we're just now getting back on that. You do play in MrPips server alot, and may have developed relationships there through that...so it's hard to spend alot of time there, and then when it comes time to battle want to participate and be effective. It's about chemistry though. You have that...but you hardly played with us as you said, and many people recognized that, although I never said anything about it.

We have a schedule of clan servers that everyone knows of (or should)....from what days, and what will be up. And even if you're not interested at that time, many at times go and put up their own servers that they want to play, and some play as a group in there. "Playing together." Muff, trail and Lee can all atest to that along with many others. If you had a problem with me, the clan battles, or even the post that you thought I was referring to you in...come to me. I've said this since day one, if there's a problem. Come to me. There's no way anything can get addressed, if no one ever knows.

I hate to see you go, but understand. We're gone definitely miss you, and you were one of the original *FSN members, that's irreplacable. So that's special in itself. I remember when I disbanded *FSN...you and Almighty was one of the first ones to reach out to me... told me I couldnt do that...and couldnt just quit like that...it was bigger than me. And from that point on...that stuck with me. This IS...bigger than me. All of this...no one is bigger than this thing we have here. "Together we stand, divided we fall." I appreciate you clearing the air...many wondered why and even asked me. I had no idea. Struck me for a loop. With the signup sheet....I promoted that for the longest, sent out emails, made post...did a lot of pubing for this event. This is big time for us. 16 on 16? All Mvmt on one side working like a fine tuned machine?! And with that, I wanted to make it fair, and make it available to EVERYONE and not pick. So I did that, and did a sign up sheet, thinking that was the only fair way. I don't know what else I can do...or could've done to make it any more fair. But at some point,....it's got to be left up to the person to make an effort. I can only do so much.

So with that...no hard feelings. I respect you for coming clean, and saying what you had to say....I hate it had to end like this or come to this, b/c it possibly could've been worked out. But hey...I guess this is a learning expierience for us all. Another reason I wanted to post this, was so everyone in the clan would know where I stood, how I addressed you, and that there's no hard feelings. I wish you the best of luck.

JayGood

Jay, Thanks for the great post. I owe you and the Clan a lot for all the fun and friendship we have had and hopefully will in the future.
I am proud of my time in the clan as certainly the clan is made of of honorable players who fight hard and don't cheat or badmouth anyone.
I may find a clan that battles more, but I doubt I'll find a better group of people.
I certainly feel a sense of loss that I didn't consider when I quit.
So as I said. at this point I am embarrassed about it. I completely misread the situation. I don't know where the other posts I made went to!! I guess I hadn't posted in so long I did it wrong. Should have been on the forum more.
Anyway, I'm not going anywhere, I'm commited to getting the 69 thousand points and 960 A2A kills to get to General as well as other objectives so I will keep playing as long as they let me. I'll be 50 next /thursday so I'm to old to learn another game. I'm still learning this one!
I expect you guys to totally brutalize me in your servers!!! As if you didn't already!
I'll need go NAMDINGO on your asses!!! to try and regain some respect!!
So THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU FOR my 13 months in the clan. I'll never forget our clan and all of you guys that make it so great.
NAMAKAN

And, by the way, If you try and disband the clan again I going to moan and cry at you like I did last time even if I'm not in it!

yeah word up to that jay and namakan

i follow other clan members into games all the time. mostly cause i get burnt out on 30min DM fast. its always great playing with or against another clan member in a different server.